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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

NEW MUSIC: CHRISTINA AGUILERA - "Not Myself Tonight"




After soo much anticipation my girl Ms.Christina Aguilera has premiered her single "Not Myself Tonight" from the upcoming Bionic album. The song is okay. I like it but I still stay true to what I've always said, and that is that unless she's releases another album like Stripped, it'll never get better. That was such a classic album. However, I'm still very much a fan of all her work and this is a pretty good song so check it out and be sure to get the album when it drops in June.





Wednesday, March 24, 2010

FIRST LOOK! "What Chilli Wants"




I don't know anyone who was NOT a fan of TLC! Songs like "Baby, Baby, Baby" and "Damaged" are still played regularly in my world, so imagine my excitement when I found out that the one and only Chilli aka Sexy (CrazySexyCool) would be doing a reality show for love! 

We all witnessed her very publicized relationship with R&B singer turned loser, Usher. Before that she was with super producer Dallas Austin. Now with this upcoming show (set to premiere April 11, 2010 at 10:30 pm) we'll see Chilli, with the help of some of her closest friends, try to find love. 

Check out VH1's press release about the show & trailer below. 

"What Chilli Wants" features 'Chilli' from pop supergroup TLC, as she has decides to take the reins of her romantic situation and launch an all out search for the love of her life. Despite huge success as a recording artist and a mother, Chilli has grown tired of striking out on the romantic front, so she has enlisted the help of Brooklyn relationship expert Tionna Smalls. Not one to let people take the easy way out, Tionna has promised to give Chilli the challenging emotional workout she needs in order to get over the hurdles that have kept her from having the long-term serious relationship she craves.

Chilli has had heartbreak in the past dating record producer Dallas Austin, and famously, pop superstar Usher. As a result, Chilli now has a checklist that requires potential love interests to not smoke, not drink, have six pack abs, love God, and have no more than two baby momma's...just to name a few.

Chilli's world is populated with lots of familiar faces including potential boyfriend and boxing champ Floyd Mayweather, TLC bandmate and best friend T-Boz; as well as appearances by Missy Elliot, Justin Timberlake, and Taylor Swift.














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Are we looking forward to the show????
And does Chili EVER get older???

Saturday, March 20, 2010

As I Grow...


"It's my life and I'm gonna live it like I want to..." 

I think it's very important to be aware of myself and my patterns as I continue to progress in life. I can find my strengths if I don't know my weaknesses. So with that being said I'm very aware of the things I do that aren't "perfect" but I am also very aware of the things that make me a great person. 

However, it bothers me when I feel like I'm judged and criticized for my imperfections but my positive attributes are bypassed. Not that I need validation from anyone. It just bugs me especially when it's someone I'm close to...someone I consider a friend...friend?

Hear me out, the other night someone I consider myself a good friend to really upset me and hurt my feelings by expressing obvious disdain with the way I choose to deal with the men in my life. In so many words, they pretty much called me a whore. Now let me clarify this, I am not now nor have I ever been a whore, slut or any of that other mess. It's not my twist and I hold myself at too high of a caliber to even consider going down that route. I
I will say this though, I am a 19 year old single man. I have no commitments to anyone besides myself and my family. Anyone who knows me is very aware that I'd much prefer to be in a relationship, however, when I'm not in one, why sit home and mope waiting around for it?  No. I believe everyone has phases in their lives that will eventually make up the identity that one is destined to become. With that being said, in this phase of my life, if I'm not in a relationship, I'm gonna have fun. If I choose to date or get to know one guy or two guys or five guys, that's my business. Why turn down opportunity to actually let love find me? I'll never know what I could be missing out on if I'm sitting around wondering why the guy I like hasn't called...why the guy who i'm "dating" never has time for me...I don't do that. Life is too short...if you aren't handling your business or keeping up with my standards, I'm going to move on. Why does that make me a whore? I'm not fucking every dude with a dick. Casual sex isn't for me...not on a regular anyway, cause that's not to say if I want it, I won't go get it. That's where I am right now...in this phase. 

I say that to say this..
I'm growing. I'm maturing. I'm finding my own identity.
But right now...right here, I'm content with this PHASE.  
This CHAPTER of my life works for me.  
Who knows where I´ll be in a year...who knows where I´ll be TOMORROW! 

 And in this day and age, why are people so critical? There are too many different lifestyles to keep up with them enough to judge! People meet people online and find love everyday...that's cool! Why is that conveyed as desperation? People actually CHOOSE to NOT have sex! That's cool! Why is that conveyed as loneliness?  
Leave people alone! This generation is so quick to speak on other peoples decisions and lifestyles that no one has time to focus on their own! Be YOU...live YOUR life...stop trying to dictate other people's. 

I've also been thinking about the fact that I try TOO hard to be the perfect friend. There isn't anything any of my friends could ask for that I wouldn't give. However, with all that I give to them, I honestly don't believe ANY of them would go to the extent for me that I would for them. That's not to say that they are bad friends. They aren't. I just think I invest too much of my time in my friends that I put myself in a position to be disappointed when they don't do the same. And they don't have to...but that's another part of my growing. Finding my own identity. Being able to invest the time I put into them into myself. Making myself happy first.

I can only live for me...
Those who love me will accept me and my imperfections...
Those who love me and care for me will support me and cease any judgments... 
Know that I am growing....Love me. Grow with me...


Thursday, March 11, 2010

VIDEO PREMIERE: "Telephone" - Lady Gaga feat. Beyonce


AFTER FOREVER AND A DAY, LADY GAGA FINALLY RELEASED THE VIDEO FOR "TELEPHONE". IT FEATURES BEYONCE AND TYRESE AND ALL I CAN SAY IS IT'S AMAZING! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT! IM NOT A GAGA FAN, BUT THIS VIDEO DEFF MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH HER! I WILL BE BUYING THE ALBUM TOMORROW!!! 

IT PREMIERED EARLY ONLINE BUT IS SET TO MAKE ITS TELEVISION PREMIERE TONIGHT ON E! @ 11:30....BUT UNTIL THEN, YOU KNOW YOU CAN CHECK IT OUT HERE!!! 

WHAT YA THINK?!?!



Tuesday, March 9, 2010

VIDEO PREMIERE: "LaLa (Means Love)" - Steph Jones


STEPH JONES! OH EM GEE, I LOVE THIS MAN! 
HE CAN DO ABSOLUTELY NO WRONG IN MY EYES!!

Anyway, tonight Steph released the video for "LaLa (Means Love)" which is my favorite song by him so excuse me if I'm a tad excited! (Just as excited as most of you were for that "Rude Boy" bullshit!) 

Anyone who has followed and continues to follow Steph's career will see that this video has his personality all over it. You must check it out! And if you haven't heard his latest mixtape "Gravity" you must immediately check it out @ www.datpiff.com 

Sooo without further ado, I want everyone check out the latest video from Steph Jones 
"LaLa (Means Love)"




Tuesday, March 2, 2010

VIDEO PREMIERE: Trey Songz - "Neighbors Know My Name"


Umm, hello? WHEN...and i do mean WHEN did Trey Songz become the FINEST man on the UNIVERSE?
He went through a total transformation....I think I'm having a moment right now....Wow....umm so yeah! 

Today Mr.Songz released the video for his latest single "Neighbors Know My Name". Each video gets better and better...and am I the only one who would have preferred to hear Trey sing "Daddy's Home"? I mean...Usher...you just don't have it anymore. Trey TOOK OVER! At any rate, check out the video and let me know what you think!!!










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