Eeek!

I got SCREAMED ON first thing this morning by a friend of mine who I don't get the chance to talk to often. Mad as hell because according to him, since I never call him the only way he's been able to keep up with me was through this blog. I'm sorry Joshua! I've been saying I would get back on here and update but the truth is, i've been BUSY!! I won't promise to do regular updates like I was before but I think I'll have more time post than I did before....

I'll do a quick recap though...

As many of you know, in November my little brother passed away after a battle with cancer. I'm still dealing with it, still trying hard to put on a brave face but I find myself lost in my own thoughts sometimes and out of nowhere I'll just get really sad because I miss him so much. I have days where I deal with it all very well and days where I can't get out of bed because I can't bare to think of him not being a phone call away. 

Thankfully I know that as time goes on, it'll get easier.

Also, at the end of the year I ended up cutting out alot of people in my life. My so called Fab-5 is no more! May They Rest In Peace. (Not individually..but the group itself) I can't say I'm sad about it. Without getting too much into because we have somewhat mended fences and I don't wanna mess it up, I'll just say that I think we all grew up. Life became about more than having fun and watching Bad Girls Club and unfortunately we grew apart. We all had our separate priorities that seemed to take priority over our friendship. :-(

But MOVING ON! 

2011 has brought on a lot of incredible things for me so far! School is wonderful...thankfully I'm gonna be done soon! I've established a great relationship with select members of my fathers side of the family. 3 of my cousins have become like best friends to me. I'm doing what I gotta do at work...I'm horrible at being someones subordinate...it's about time someone was answering to me so I'm working on that. And that's about it guys! Well not totally...there's one more thing but I'm kinda feeling some type of way about it right now so I'm gonna keep quiet until I can sort my feelings...but I'll be back, I promise!